"I mean we made it this far. Of course we're insane."

Okay, so life is a bit hectic. A bit. Wow. My job is kinda stressful! But not in a bad way. Or maybe it is, but whatever. Just lots of deadlines. I get the crap no one can finish on time. I shouldn't say crap actually. It's some fairly interesting stuff. Well, stuff I find interesting anyways. Oh the self validation. Gotta love it.

But it's good, because there's perks. But then there's the breakdowns. Oh lordy the breakdowns. I had a small one today. But that ties into the fact that my poor mother's retina is tearing off, and she's got to go through a plethora of laser eye surgeries. And of course she's all "I'm fine I'm fine" and lo, she is my MOTHER and I can read her like last months readers digest sitting in the can. I have no choice BUT to read her. Daughter obligations you see.

So it sucks, because I really feel for my mother, she doesn't like having anything taken away from her, she likes to exercise her independence and now she's kind of has to be dependent. She can't drive, she can't watch T.V., surf the internet, do any exercise, read... what else? Oh well, fuck after that list, I'd say pretty much anything that involves using the eyes for any length of time. So I send my loooove to my mom, and hope she's okay?

So yeah, I had a small breakdown. I'm doing good though otherwise. Good? Nay great. Keeping it up beat and positive. I am still pretty poor, and am getting into some financial difficulties, but I should pull through.

*breathes*

I wish it were sunny.

DUDE!

I have an office! I am not in a store anymore! I still work for the same company, and wow. Are we gonna be making and shaking up shit around here! Woo!

Oh, Hi folkses! Been an effin' long time. That's what happens when you get busy. I've been busy alright.

*i met a wonderful man*

Uh - Oh.

Needless to say...

wow.

And how! So yeah. Stupid post, but I am fuckin' tired. So what do you expect. 6.30am starts are a big difference from 8.30 starts in the morning. And you know, having to commute not on foot anymore kind of makes me sad, but that's okay. I'm loving the glorious weather, and I am loving the warmth of the breeze and all that sassy, sexy jazz. Oh, and I met a wonderful man too. That's a huge part of it too.